Melody's thoughts

I miss Rachel.=( I have soo much home work to do yet. I should start but don't want to. Went to the Ludwig's house and watched Pirates of the Caribbean. Good movie.....Lots of death, not as much blood as I would have thought. It was ok. After the movie looked at old pictures. Josh was so cute. Any how God bless ya all I am off to the books. Blah.

I had another bad day. I wonder why my life gets really good I start accepting things and then go right back to where I was. I tell my so called friends something important and they use it against me. I seem to get stuck. I am trying to trust that God does everything for the good. I am realizing how my real friends rock so much. Shut to all my friends: Rachel, Isaiah, Sarah, Kair, Nate, Josh and more.....Ark rocks. Noiz's team also rocks.=) God bless.

Last night at quizzing my team did ok. I sucked. Tried to buzz and started giving up because I was never quick enough or my thumb went crazy and went to the wrong way. I didn't get any bonus questions. Kair, if you have the key words for the week e-mail them to me. Any how I was mad last night because the only ones cheering me on were my team every one else was like "man Mel I thought you would be better." I miss Rachel she always had posters and stuff. Well, I am going to journey in the snow with my family to get food. God bless.....ok ok ok ok Ok Ok OK OK OK.=)-

Winter retreat rocked the house. God was really moving this weekend. It was amazing. Right now I am taking all I learned and putting it into work. Any how I got like half the pics on my web site check them out. Any how I put this cool comment thing on my blog to get some feed back. Guess it was a bad thing because now I feel like I have no friends. O well, God is always there.=) God bless.

It's happened my harddrive died in my computer.=( It was slowly dieing and now everything is lost. O well, I have better things to do anyway. Like this weekend winter retreat.=) I hope I'm not thrown in the snow at 3 in the morn. I am taking my camera for all the people that can't go. From what I hear I am suppose to bring stuff for a pillow man? Whatever that is. I don't have a good pillow for myself let alone a pillow man. Well, God bless.

If any one knows how to get the dumb comment thing working e-mail me.

It's not working this will bug me.hmmm....

Trying out the comments. You should all tell me what you think. =)

Sarah L. and I went skating this morning at Ozzy's. There was no one else there so we had the floor to ourselves and played my music. We made dirt angles on the floor. I want to go to the movies tonight.=( I would go with Josh but I wouldn't have a ride home. Because Josh would work till like 11. O well, Sarah L and V call me any time to hang. Nate and Isaiah Next Wed come skating with me and make it funnier. Luv ya all God bless.

Feelings of being alone suck. I need to get a life. Get a job. Grr man I hate looking for a good job. I don't want to work at Wendys or mc donalds. So when I want to go for a better kind of job they won't higher me till 16. I need money to do stuff and pay for my car. This new year so far stinks. I want to be away again, but no mater where I go I will always hit reality. I have to go apply for some more jobs. God bless. Call me to hang out.

Skateaway is closed. I lost my job. Many kids now will have to be forced to find other hang outs. This sucks. That's like my life. Almost all my friends go there so I can't see them except there. I believe everything will work for the good though. Also I think if God wants it open when we ask he'll give it. So any way e-mail me about some time to hang.=) God bless and please pray.

Man, it is amazing how quick your life can change around. Some big happened today. For the bad not good. I'll post more later after I find out a little more. =(

Today I went to the doctors for my physical for my permit....Err uhh I mean working papers. O, well I was talking to the doctor and saying how I can't wait to drive and stuff and he signed the papers for my permit! Yeah, and the best part is they run out June 5th. That means I have to get my permit the week I turn 16. I am so happy I can't what to drive. First I have to get a car though. Other wise I am sharing with Jaron's junk car. God bless and have a awesome day.=)

I finally got my web page back up and working. Check it out for some new pics.

Rachel, I hope you pass and get your permit. Any how I didn't go to church today and my mom won't let me go to youth group, because I am "sick". I feel ok but I have a really high fever. If that makes any sense. Well, it is a new year time for making resolutions. I am going to spend time with God every day and do a short devotion. I bought this cool devotional that is a year long. Ok, instead of being like some of my friends saying you'll never be able to do that why don't you just learn to encourage? Any how God bless ya all.

Relationships stink. Remind my to tell my boyfriend I never want to have a boyfriend.=) Any how new years eve party was ok. Played killer bunnies and got to hang with Lynn and Alex. Any how I really am not in the mood to talk. Rachel if you go on line and read this call me. I really want to talk to you and am not aloud to call. =( God bless ya all.