Melody's thoughts

There is just something about these guys that I love!

A young man came to America for college. He was from India, and he brought his wife. His wife soon made friends with an America girl who also was newly married. One day they discussed how they met their husbands. The girl from India explained that her parents had selected the young man for her to marry. Because she came from a Christian family, her parents first checked to make sure he was a Christian. Then they checked his family, education, and other important matters. When the parents were satisfied, he was presented to her and a week later they married.
"How awful", thought the American girl. She explained that she dated several guys until she got married. "How awful", thought the girl from India. She asked, "You mean you had to "try" out several guys. And decide for yourself whom you liked? And had the fear of getting rejected for another girl and getting your heart broke multiple times? In India the parents pick to make sure we have the right one."

Kinda weird how us Americans date. I am not sure I like it yet.

College is....interesting? It was my first time ever in a class room, And I had pink eye. The teacher started writing on the black board and I couldn't read it so I was like winking at the teacher and I think I scared him. I can't help it my one eye is fuzzy right now, I am not suppose to be out yet because I am still contagious (and will be till a couple days but the Doc said I can go out tonight as long as I don't start rubbing my eye on you or something weird like that.) I got tons of home work. He wanted to get me started on reports not due till later because they are so big. Today in college I learned that "It doesn't matter about getting married, getting a good job and pay, or even passing my classes, all that matters is that we serve God. And if that is all that matters why not start today glorifying God?" (yeah I know I already forget the anthropology stuff I remember weird stuff that sticks out.)
Quizzing is going alright. I am so proud of Verdi, Brynn, Jared and especially Jeremiah. (remind me later to get your poptarts.) I did okay for having a 102.0 fever and sinus infection and pink eye. The questions are too hard though.
O, and sorry to all my friends whom I may have hurt by my one post. Now these are some awesome quizzing teams=) And Jeremiah is one awesome quizzer. He is the highest Zion quizzer (he has me by one question.)

Beautiful, I am really sick and start college tomorrow. I am going to the Doc's soon. I might have pink eye because my eye has completely swollen shut.

Why is it I am afraid of losing things and people? I have the best guy right now but cannot get closer to him because of the fear of being hurt again. Maybe because I have never had a best friend who hasn't left me.

Case number #3127
Weidner, Melody
Sex: Female
Date of Birth: May 28th 1988
Height: 5'6
Weight: 125
Eyes: Green
Hair: curly, brown

It seems this patient is suffering from the need to be loved when people can not match up. Sometimes has avoided help for fear of being hurt again. Runs away from the true love of God because she wants the easy way out. Patient is wasting much of her living day trying to get the affection of patient #8347 when really she should be looking else where. The patient is telling herself what she wants God to say instead of doing what she knows God wants for her life. She longs for the need of a guy which has caused feelings of not being good enough and thus caused some bad eating habits to form. She has been hurt by a certain guy, and it seems that she is having trouble letting go of that. She trys to please everybody wanting everyone to like her. Which will always fail because there are too many people and too little time
In conclusion there is no help for her here on earth. She keeps searching for a cure but we don't want to cause her more distraught by telling her there is none on this earth.

Yes A.j and Dave are wearing a toliet seat around their necks

Here are some pictures of the Broom dance, for some dumb reason Blogger isn't letting me put all the pictures up at once so they are coming in different posts. ENJOY!

WOW! That basically explains this weekend. It was truly amazing. Ruthy couldn't come but I know God had it all set up. There was so much healing, but before the healing came tons of pain. Everyone in the group was just sharing their deepest pains and there was not a dry eye. I have never let myself cry when others could see me. But I did. It was even harder for me physically because I hadn't eating till the Friday and then was trying to eat every meal and I was getting really sick. I realized how much I am truly loved and have the best friends. I will keep praying for everyone of you guys. I love you so much! There will be pictures soon, but right now I had to say that.
I use to watch this music video at least once a week because I felt like I was fooling everyone but I no longer am.

So much has happened lately and I thought I should post. But I really don't know what on. Today I had to get my pictures taken for graduation. Don't I look pretty? My mom said I am so much better at getting pictures done then Jaron. It was annoying though because my mom is like, "Get in the shower I am taking you for pictures." So thus how I look after a shower.
College starts on the 24th and I am kind of scared because I don't even know what room I will be in and I never picked up my books. I have papers due on the day I start too which stinks.
I am finishing a lot of my Sr. year right now. So, even though it seems I am online I am trying to get school done while online because almost all my school is on the computer.
My new years was good. The Mongolian party was fun and I love DDR. On new years eve I got grounded for not answering my phone or something like that.
Christmas went well. I read a book by Max Lucado called God came near. Excellent book everyone should read for a Christmas boost.
Quizzing starts on the 22nd and I already did the key words for the first week and am ready for another great year of quizzing. Although we are still working stuff out with the team.
I am still having trouble with my STAT stuff. I have had about four people turn me down for leader and STILL don't have a leader for my care team. Next person I ask had better not take too long to think about it because they wanted those papers in awhile ago. It is really getting to me.